I've been living in a cloud lately. Just sitting up there letting things go by. Letting my life go by.
Watching the rain below me and doing my best not to let myself fall through so I would get wet.
I think I've had fog wrapped around me too because I haven't been able to feel anything lately either. I mean, really FEEL. I don't know, I'm just not myself these days.
Who am I? Really! Who AM I?
I wish I could answer that question.
Yes, I'm someone's wife.
Yes I'm someone's mother, two someones.
Yes, I'm someone's daughter.
Yes, I'm someone's sister.
Yes, I'm someone's friend.
Yes, I'm someone's assistant.
Yes, I'm someone.
But who is that someone?
Who am I ??
Who is Sandy?
Who is Sandra?
What makes Sandra, Sandy?
What does she dream?
What does she want?
What does she need?
And does it really matter who she is?
Does it really matter what she feels?
Does it really matter?
What matters?
What is the matter?
..........Fuck if I know.
10:31 a.m. - August 31, 2004
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