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Sometimes I feel like i'm so very lost in this world....that i'm not where I belong...that I don't know WHERE I belong. I seem to just go along with what everyone else wants and needs and plans, but can't seem to be able to do the things I want or need. How do I break that cycle?

Life just seems to go by so fast and I feel like I'm getting left behind.... that someday I'm gonna wake up and say where did it all go and why didn't I stop all this sooner.
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A guy I work with called me this morning, he said I sounded better mentally. I told him that I was somewhat better mentally. He told me something that made a lot of sense. He said "your a caring person and you have to listen and carry the burden of everyone within the company, it's no wonder you get stressed out and strained at times." And then he thanked me for being that kind of person.

Sometimes, i think i'm too caring though...and that's how I get into situations like I get into. Ohh well, that's who I am, I can't change that part of me even if I wanted too.
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My parents are celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary on Friday. All of us kids and our families are going to go out to dinner with them on Friday night to help celebrate. 40 years....that's so hard to imagine or believe that they have been married that long. They are getting older and that's a fact that has been smacking me in the fact lately.

40 years...wow

Okies, gonna get myself to work.....or at least pretend i'm working.

8:32 a.m. - March 01, 2006

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