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lost for a little while...

I've been a bit lost.....ok, so I still am but I did find my way back here, didn't I? A little credit, ok?? Please?

Work is still the same.....more bullshit, but the difference is I just don't give a shit about any of it anymore. I sent an email last week telling my big boss (CEO) about my concerns and how I was feeling and he told me he would talk to me about it this week. Do you think he has? Nope Do you think I care? Nope

I actually felt better as soon as I sent that email last week. It was like getting a burden off my chest and then I could breathe again.
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Things at home are crazy too, with painting every weekend at the new house, at least one of the days on the weekend. I've been exhausted and my body actually has muscles that haven't been used in a while and they have been screaming at me. Baseball season has started for youngest son. He's moved up to machine pitch league and has had two practices already. Oldest son will start after Spring Break. I'm must be a glutton for punishment having them both playing baseball when so much needs to be done at the new house. Doctors appointments tomorrow for my mother in law and oldest son. Mom in law seeing pulminary doctor. Oldest son seeing kidney specialist. I have the day off and will be running, running all day long. Youngest son is doing pretty good healthwise at the moment (knock on wood). He still isn't gaining enough weight for him to move up another dose on his medication though.
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I was having a terrible day last Friday. I was on my 4th trip to the grocery store for supplies for meetings we had been having that week. I'd just gotten to my car to get back in and head back to work when I saw this lady putting her groceries in the car. There wasn't anything ususual about it, but what was ususual was what she did when she went to put her buggy up. She pushed the buggy really fast and then hopped up on it and rode it in the parking lot. I busted out laughing and then she busted out laughing and it was just such a nice feeling. I told her I was so glad that she did that and she told me she had no idea why she even did it, but that it was sure a lot of fun. It was such a small thing but made my whole mood change.
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Anyway...gotta get to work....

Toodles.

9:19 a.m. - March 23, 2006

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