2nd entry
I rush around in this life.
Worrying.
Wondering.
Waiting.
Hurrying.
Trying to get everything done that needs to be done.
But never able to wipe the �to-do" list clean.
It�s constant.
That �to-do� list.
One of many.
I have one with things that have to eventually be finished.
One with things that don�t have to be finished ever, but it would be nice if they were.
And then, there�s the one of dreams and wishes that I hope to fulfill before I die.
One has all my work and personal related things that have to be done. Like finishing up that spreadsheet or taking my son to the doctor on Friday.
The other has things like pick out poem that has meaning and paint it as a border around my bedroom, lose 30 pounds, and get on an exercise program.
The other and probably the one I pay the least amount of attention. Well the other is the one that I really want to work on most of all. Like wishing that someday I�ll feel totally and completely loved. Or wanting to travel around the world. Seeing the moon from the other side of the world. Seeing my boys grow into strong young men. Sitting on top of that mountain, listening to someone spout off words of poetry. Being carefree. Getting lost in a world that I don�t mind being lost in.
The lists go on and on�..
Time goes on and on�.
And soon�..time will run out
And it will be too late for lists
Too late for wishes
Too late for dreams
And then what?
1:53 p.m. - September 15, 2004
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