It seems like a never-ending battle. Honestly...over and over. The bad things just never seem to stop. Here I think things are getting better, but they only manage to get worse.
My stress level is at an all time high. I am now taking muscle relaxers and heavy duty pain relievers everyday to try to control the tension in my neck, head and shoulders. It's not working. My regular doctor even gave me meds to control my anxiety, yet it's still getting worse.
My mother in law had to have a bronoscopy done yesterday morning. She and I were at the hospital @ 5:30 AM. The tests went well however, the doctor did end up doing some biopsys so we will know the results of those on Thursday.
My youngest son is still battling sickness all the time. He almost made an all-time record of making it to school for three straight weeks without missing a day but came home on Thursday of last week with headache and fever and didn't make it that Friday. I think we have the Epilepsy under control but he seems to catch everything else.
My oldest son just has one of his 1st major disappointments in Middle School a couple of weeks ago. He tried out for the baseball team and didn't make it. Of course, the odds were against it from the beginning anyway. They had 51 kids try out, of the 51, 26 were 7th graders and only two 7th graders made the team. 10 eight graders and 2 seventh graders. I'm not sure they should even allow 7th graders to try out when the odds are like that, but that's just my opinion. I am very proud of my son for going out there and making the effort and trying his very best. After all that's all that really matters. He's still planning on the local teams he's been playing with since he was 5 years old. And that will do nothing but just give him more experience for years to come.
My health issues are still not taken care of. I'm currently waiting on blood work results to find out if I need to take medication for Insulin resistance. I have been slowly but surely moving myself to a low carb, high protein diet and i'm beginning to exercise. I even lost three pounds last week. So, even though the odds are still stacked against me for losing the weight I need to lose, hopefully with medications and the right diet, i'll be able to be successful.
Work is not getting any better, we are losing people here like crazy.....I just had my 15 year anniversary with this company and am just not having all these great feelings about this place anymore. I guess i'll just wait and see what happens.
And I could go on and on and on....but my head hurts too badly to think about all the other shit.
Hope all my friends here are doing okay.
Hugsssssssssssssssssss
11:35 a.m. - March 15, 2005
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