Yeah I know, I know.
I just keep getting worse and worse, don't I. About not updating, not reading other diaries, not saying what is going on.
I'm trying I swear.
Trying to get my life back together.
Trying to get myself to feeling better.
Trying to keep from falling apart.
Yet in doing all these things, I seem to be losing things too like friends that I have made that have just said "to hell with me" because I haven't been around.
I will say this though....
Things are slowly but surely getting better....
My marriage is finally coming around and being strengthened. Things are going well and I haven't been able to say that in a very long time.
My son's health situation seems to be under control at the moment.
My health issues are still there, but I'm learning to control things. I now know that I'm overweight for a reason and have been unable to lose weight for a reason. Now with medication and some effort on my part, I hope to succeed in losing the weight and getting myself on the road to better health as well.
I had my birthday this week and my 16th wedding anniversary last week and I can finally say that I feel better about things. I feel that things are looking up in my life, that finally i'm pulling myself out of the black hole and able to see the light.
Thank you to my friends here who have always cared, had a kind word to say and made it known that they have been worried even when I haven't been around to thank you sooner. It means more to me than you will ever know.
12:06 p.m. - April 28, 2005
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