I really have no excuse except for the fact that I have no idea where this week has gone. It's half over and I really am not sure what happened the 1st part of the week. I feel like I'm on auto pilot. Getting up every morning, going through the usual routine, driving to work and not really seeing anything around me on the way, getting to work and just doing as little as possible to get through the day and then driving back home the same way I did on the way to work....and then getting home and going non stop doing the things I always have to do before collapsing into bed and trying to go to sleep.
There have been a few things during the week that have made me smile. The emails from someone special that seem to keep me going. The fact that an old friend contacted me a few weeks ago. Someone that I haven't heard from in six years. That's been a wonderful surprise.
Yet i'm so tired......
Just tired of this boring routine that has become my life and feel like I'm in a rut.
I go through all this during the week and then on the weekends I can't rest either because there is always something that has to be done. There is no time to really stop and breathe and especially now that the new house has been bought. Now we are going to be spending most of our weekends working down there to get the place ready to move into.
Speaking of the new house....does anyone have any ideas about decorating my bedroom? I want to put poetry on my walls, but can't decide how I want to do it. Whether I want to just write one poem around the top of the wall or whether I want to just randomly put poems around the room. Any suggestions?
Ok, enough of this rambling...have to get back to my job....whoo hooo.. someone come take me away, please?
8:34 a.m. - March 08, 2006
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