Well I have finally come to the conclusion that I'm a really fat cow. I already knew that I was overweight, but until I saw myself in my sister's wedding pictures, I didn't realize just how badly I looked. It's bad, really, really bad.
So, that's that. I'm gonna change this. I have too. I hate the way I look and the way I feel. I want to look decent and good. I want to be able to buy the clothes I really want to wear. I want to be desirable.
It's gonna take time, but it's going to happen. I can't take this anymore.
Starting tomorrow, I will start taking my PCOS medicine....whether it hurts my stomach or not...and not more soft drinks, back to water all the time. And back to healthy things like more fruits and vegetables and less carbs.
I have to do it. God I look horrible.
UGHHHHHHH
10:14 p.m. - January 18, 2007
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