And it continues on......
and on....
and on...
I don't even know what to say about how I am feeling. Seems there is always something to have to deal with, something to have to do, or something to worry about. For once, it would be nice to have a free day. With no worries, not stress, no bad things happening.
Things really aren't that bad, really, I mean that. I still have a job. That's a good thing. When so many others are losing their jobs, including almost 50 people where I work, I am very thankful to still have my job. But...I am very unhappy with losing friends, losing coworkers and seeing the company I have worked for over the past 19 years struggle to stay above water. These are scary times. We were told yesterday after layoffs the last two weeks that there will be no pay increases this year and that the company will stop all 401K company matches for this year. Is this just the beginning? Will it ever get better again?
My youngest son is still dealing with health issues but he's always a trooper. 6 hours worth of tests on Monday to find out if he's having problems with learning or if he has any other things going on that shouldn't be going on because of his Epilepsy and the medications he has to take. And he took the tests like a champ and didn't complain once. I wish I could be more like him, to just go with the flow. ~sighs~
Oldest son continues as usual. Staying busy, growing up, taking steps closer and closer to becoming an adult. He started new classes yesterday, French II, Algebra II, Weightlifting and Small Engines. Normally he doesn't have homework, but last night he sat at the dining room table for over an hour doing Algebra homework. He said that class was going to kick his butt. I think he will do fine. Baseball for him is still in full swing, practice most every day of the week, tryouts will be soon. He's even been helping out with the middle school tryouts. Now, if I could only get him to go get his driver's license!
Anyway....that's it for today.
P.S. Happy Birthday Mom!!!
7:59 a.m. - January 28, 2009
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