Good morning....
It's a bit chilly here today but the chill of the morning awakened me. I actually seem to feel alive this morning. That's a great improvement over how I have been feeling lately.
I love my mornings most of the time. My youngest son and I have our time together in the wee hours of the morning. I get him up at 6:00 AM,
dress him and then sit with him in kitchen while he eats breakfast. Sometimes I eat too,sometimes I cook for my oldest son and my niece and my mother in law, sometimes I put clothes in the washer or wash dishes, sometimes i do all of the above...but the thing that I love most is that my youngest son and I have this time together. It's my time to watch him grow up, to see the changes in him every day, to realize that he's getting to be such a big boy. After he gets ready, we sit in the car and wait on the bus and he fools with the radio station and sometimes I'll sing when he flips the channel and we just talk about anything he wants to talk about and the morning always ends when he gets on the bus, but he always tells me he loves me and to have a good day. And most mornings we do our little "guess what" game and it's just so very nice. I dont' even know how the guess what game got started or how long it's been going on now, but it's funny now. I will say "guess what" and he used to say "what" and then I would say "i love you", then I would say "guess what" again and he would say "what mommy" and I would say "your my baby." Sometimes he will guess what with me too and he'll tell me he loves me and that i'm his mommy. Now he beats me to it, I'll say "guess what" and he will say "you love me and I'm your baby". Then he laughs.
I wish that the whole day was like that. Without any worries, without any fights, without any unhappiness...........
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On to other things.......
The boys got their report cards yesterday and I'm soooo very proud of them, especially my oldest son.
He made the A-B honor roll. Brought all his C's up to B's. I knew he could do it, all it took was just a little effort on his part and wahla...success.
Did I tell you that my niece is back living with us, again? Her mother is a freak...i'm serious...she really is. She feels it's okay to talk to her 13 year old daughter about an affair she is having and to tell her all about sex and even explained to her what a blow job is. You don't tell your 13 year old daughter (with raging hormones) that you are having an affair, having sex in your car, etc, etc....especially when you are going home to your husband every night. My niece said there was lots of fighting going on at their house and she just couldn't take it anymore. So long story short, she's back living with us.
Hubby had to take our dog to the vet last night. Now we got her (she's a boxer) from someone that my husband new, I guess about 8 months ago. They weren't paying her any attention and felt that she needed a better home. Now she's a little on the crazy side, quite skittish and it's taken her quite a while to warm up to everyone. Now she's quite spoiled. She used to sleep in bed with the youngest son, now she's decided that she needs to sleep with hubby and I, sometime in the middle of the night, she gets in bed with us, right in between us and stretches out.....seriously, she's worse than a kid! Anyway, she wasn't acting right and wasn't breathing right last night, so we called the vet and they met him at the office last night. She has a heart murmer. And this morning she is having an ultra sound to determine how bad it is and what kind it is. From what my husband said last night, her life span is a lot less than a normal dog because of it. With one kind of murmer, she can live up to a year, with another, she can live up to 5 years but it will steadily get worse the older she gets. This saddens me greatly. I'm hoping for the best.
Okies I know I have talked your ears off today diary...i'll close for now, but will write more later if I can.
Toodles....
8:12 a.m. - January 31, 2006
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