It's been a whirlwind the last few weeks. With things at work, the end of school fast approaching, lots of baseball games, my 40th birthday, my 19th wedding anniversary, and all the other things that have been happening. Sometimes it's hard to really find the time to breathe.
I feel like life is just passing me by, hell i've been feeling that way for the last 10 years and that i'm not finding the time to enjoy any moments of it.
How do you make yourself slow down when there is no one else around to do the things you have been doing? How do you say no when no one else will step up to the plate and take the bat? How do you let things go without worrying about the fact that you are letting them go?
The boys are doing really good. My oldest son is making straight A's in school, just finished up his baseball season on the JV high school team. He's gearing up for the summer. Wants to get a part time job in addition to working with his dad and also wants to get his driver's licence (which he could have already had but we made him wait a while to get his learner's permit). It's hard to believe that in 2 years he will be graduating high school. Man.....ohhh mannn
My youngest is doing good too, A/B honor roll at school, exceling extremely well in math as the top student in the class. He's playing baseball and their team record is 9-1. We only have two more games for the season and then he will be playing on the all-stars. That will keep us busy for the 1st part of the summer. His birthday is coming up too and he will be 9 years old. Yeah, they are growing way too fast.
Our 19th anniversary came and went with no major problems. We didn't go out or anything just exchanged cards. My 40th birthday was both good and bad. Good being that all my friends, coworkers and most of my family called, took me out, sent cards, etc. They made me feel very special. The only bad thing was that my husband and I had the worst fight we have ever had (emphasize EVER) and he didn't even wish me a happy birthday. Shrugs, I don't know what's going to happen in that situation. We'll probably end up like all the other people who wait until their kids grow up and then split up. I so didn't want things to be that way.
Anyway, I hope everyone is doing good, or as good as can be expected.
11:10 a.m. - May 12, 2008
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